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About the girl
scream it:Meg
moan it: boo . meggie . megoon . piglet .
made the world a better place: 11.29.89
brushes through: brown with blonde highlights
sees the world through: green or brown
fights for the clicker with: one brother
touches the sky at: 4'11.5'
blood to my veins: friends . soccer . boys . summer . sleepovers . ice cream . cake . computer . swimming . PE . movies . lyrics on the CD case . sunbathing . dancing . The colour pink . Days at the beach . long talks on the phone . dancing in my underwear .
love to hate: posers . liars . backstabbers . people who smoke . hockey . school . doctors . police . Stupid people . needles . wen my computer freezes . clouds .
   




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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
new

just to clear things up.. im still gOing tO be writing in this One... sO umm yeah my new One is www.sOrryicantbeperfect.blOgdrive.cOm  so yeah check it Out!

Posted at 02:25 pm by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

Sunday, July 25, 2004
Girls just wanna have fun




i lOve quizzes, they are sO much fun!!! hehe well yeah...

tOday, my sOccer team came Over, we hung Out all day and swam, it was sO much fun!!! We played pickleball, jumped On the trampOline, played crazy games and ate fOOd! haha super E aka ereecka made us a cake that sed.. "The gangsta par-tay frOm cOmptOn and meg's crib" Or sOmething like that, thats prObably nOt even clOse haha i dOn't remember. Dan and Sami came Over tOO which was cOOl. And later that day we tOOk a pic On the slide, but the whOle team cOuldn't fit sO we just had the Original 6  (me, Bryt, Kj, MOrgan, Kayla, and akasha.) and then we all piled intO the pOOl and tOOk a team pic there. It was sO much fun! man... I played dan at pickleball, he kicked my ass, and later he tOld me that there was nO way he was gOing to let me win, lOl it was fun. jeez i lOve my team!

lOve ..xO the little freaky smurf..xO

SOme bOys take
A beautiful girl
And hide her away frOm the rest Of the wOrld
I wanna be the One to walk in the sun
Cuz girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have
Thats all they really want...
is sOme fun.


Posted at 11:24 pm by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

Friday, July 23, 2004
Every Other time

I said lets talk about it as she walked out on me and slammed the door
But I just laugh about it 'cause she's always playin' those games
Deep down I know she loves me, but she got a funny way of showin' me
how she cares
Last night she did a doughnut on my lawn
and drove off with one finger in the air
 

Sometimes it's black, sometimes it's white,
Sometimes she's wrong, sometimes I'm
right,
Sometimes we talk about it and we figure it out,
but then she just changed her mind
Sometimes she's hot, sometimes I'm
cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode,
but when I think about it, I'm so in love with her
Every other time

weird, eh?

lOve yOur sw33t catstrOph3

 


Posted at 07:40 pm by stolenkisses
i lOve yOu tOo!(6)  

I turn tO yOu

Oh man... This weekend I have a sOccer tOurnament. fun stuff. we've already had twO games. the first game we wOn 1-0 against phenOix, and tOday we wOn 3-0 against rapid fire. We are autOmatically in the finals. but in the first game i gOt tOtally sandwiched, it hurt like hell, they both hit me at abOut the same time One Of them gOt a card thOugh. Still... Ouch. I didnt play very well in the first game. but the secOnd game i played alright. i tOOk a few shOts frOm just Outside the 18, I think i scared mOe cause i was behind her making a run tO the center screaming drOp. and she lOOked at me like i was crazy but drOpped it, I tOOk a shOt, but it went wide. And then after the game me Bryt and sam went and watched sOme Other Games first we watched the bOys U-15 ESA vs. CrOssfire, the lOst 4-1. Then we watched The bOys U-14 ESA team they wOn 3-2!! yey i was sO excited. cause my lOve is the gOalie!! I saw Beth, EEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW  i hate that wOman. she came up and talked to Sam and Bryt and just like ignOred me. i was like BITCH! Yeah... Then me and Sam went hOme with Dan and Sami. gOOd fun. GOd it was scOarching tOday, i thOught i was gunna pass Out!!! It was really fun. And me and Amy AKA the lOve Of my life are cOllecting fuzz because we have ADD. gOd were cOOl! hmm well i'll write mOre later. fOr nOw I'm gOin tO gO jump in the pOOl cause its really hOtt.

X tO da iz O
Smurf

When im lOst in the rain, in yOur eyes i knOw ill find the light tO light my way, when im scared lOsing grOund when my wOrld is gOing crazy yOu can turn it all arOund. and when im dOwn your there pushing me tO the tOp yOur always there giving me all yOuve gOt.

Posted at 07:29 pm by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

Tuesday, July 20, 2004
too much

Too much of something is bad enough,
But somethings coming over me to make me
wonder,
Too
much of nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me
satisfied.
What part of no don't you understand,
I want a man not a boy who thinks he can


right nOw I'm at my cOusins hOuse. Shes at her baseball game, i didnt gO cause i wOuld have had tO wake up at like 6... yeah right! sO nOw im here. but the reason im here in the first place is because my dad had to stay at my nana and grandpas hOuse becaause my grandpa isnt dOing tOO well, but i didnt want to stay Over there cause its really hard tO watch, its sad.sO yeah yesterday elizabeth and taylOr came Over. we were having a grand Ole time, so we decided lets walk dOwn tO rite aid and get mOre hair dye. gOd were smart, this time we gOt purple, and then we gO tO my nanas hOuse and walk dOwn to legiOn park. we dyed taylOrs hair cOmpletely purple and i have a purple streak. and then we walked back to my nanas and ran thrOugh the sprinkler sO yOu cOuldnt see the cOlOur. THen we went back tO lizs hOuse and decide we want tO gO dOwn tO the stOre sO we dO and liz and tay were wearing there "camO gear" sO we buy a huge bag Of pixie sticks and decide were gOing to eat them in an empty parking lOt. sO were sitting there and liz and taylor lOok like bums and this cOp car cOmes arOund the cOrner, and liz is all like there prOlly gunna cOme in here and we al laugh, and then they dO, and there like what are yOu dOing? and were like eating pixie sticks and shes like Ohh gOod times goOd times... sO they leave and we see these peOple putting up a yard sale sign and taylOrs like lets steal it, but it was like chained tO the fence sO we spit On it lOl then we went hOme and my hair is like bright purple its scary.  tehn taylOr gOt bitchd Out by her partents sO we drOve her hOme and then me and liz were On the cOmputer watching these things for like 6 hOurs... gOd were cOol... then we went to sleep.. and then liz left in the mOrning and here i am!

yesterday i didnt get tO gO tO the mOvies with trOy and amy because my grandpa is struggeling, trOy is leaving tOmOrrow fOr cali and is gunna be back arOund august. gOd i wanted tO see him sO bad. i dunnO I'll see him when he gets back hOpefully. Amy i lOve yOu sO much fOr everyhing, yOur seriOusly the best. and i lOve yOu!!!


x to da iz O

Smurf


Posted at 03:43 pm by stolenkisses
i lOve yOu tOo!(2)  

Monday, July 19, 2004
Tell her

Who am I to tell you why
But I'm just curious, were you furious?
Or did you swallow your pride
And look her in the eye and
Tell her that you love her
Tell her that you need her
Tell her that you want her to stay
Reassure
her with a kiss
She may never know unless you
Show her what your feeling
Tell her you're believing
Even though it's hard to say
'Cause she needs to know you're thinking of her
So open up and

tell her that you love her



Oh gOodness... TOnight I'm gOing tO the mOvies, with amy, miguel and trOy, I'm really nervOus, I dOn't really knOw why, prObably i havent seen trOy fOr mOnths and I dOn't knOw what he'll think Of me...I hOpe his OpiniOn Of me dOesn't change, I've been missin' him!  we're gOing tO see AnchOrman.

sO yesterday I had a sOccer game against ESA u14, they kicked Our asses 4-0 it was sad, especially cause i knew like half the girls On that team... hmm next year the sevies at my schOol are gunna make sO much fun Of me, thats Ok i'll make fun Of them cause I'm in highschOol. PIMP. lOl

well I'll write back later and tell yOu hOw the mOvies went!

 X tO da iz O
Smurf

Posted at 03:10 pm by stolenkisses
i lOve yOu tOo!(3)  

Sunday, July 18, 2004
Save a horse ride a cowboy

ok so the other day, i went and saw tim magraw in concert, it was awesome! I dont really care if you guys dont like country. So instead of leaving me rude comments there is a lil x on the top right corner of ur screen that you can click. But anyways back to the concert, it was really good, it was hott 105 degrees, we were at the gorge. so me and maria would put our heads under the water spout thingy lol it was lotsa fun! there were so many hott guys there! so that reminds me... i have to add something to my list of y i think guys are hott, if they look good in a cowboy hat. i think there really hott. so umm yeah, wear a cowboy hat!!!!!


save a horse... ride a cowboy

x to da iz o

Smurf


Posted at 05:54 pm by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

Wednesday, July 14, 2004
I wanna be your punk rock prom queen

*A gUy OuT tHeRe WaS mEaNt To Be ThE×LoVe Of YoUr LiFe×, YoUr *BeSt FrIeNd*, YoUr ×SoUl MaTe×. ThE oNe YoU cAn *TeLl YoUr DrEaMs To*. WhEnEvEr He sMiLeS aT yOu, He'Ll ×BrUsH tHe HaIr FrOm YoUr EyEs×. He'Ll *SeNd YoU fLoWeRs WhEn YoU lEaSt ExPeCt It*. He'Ll StArE aT yOu DuRiNg ThE mOvIe, EvEn ThOuGh ×He PaId $6 To SeE iT×. YoU'lL *PuT hIs PiCtUrE bEsIdE yOuR bEd*. He'Ll CaLl JuSt To ×SaY gOoDnIgHt× Or JuSt BeCaUsE hE's *ThInKiNg Of YoU*. He'Ll LoOk YoU iN YouR EyEs AnD tElL yOu, YoU'rE tHe MoSt ×BeAuTiFuL gIrL iN tHe WoRlD×, AnD fOr ThE vErY FiRsT TiMe, *YoU'lL BeLiEvE iT*.

The Perfect Guy:

physicaly: The perfect looking guy for me, is a guy whos taller than me of course, but not a lot taller. Have either brown skater hair, like a lil bit shaggy, or brown with blonde tips that is spiked. Really bright blue eyes. To wear a beanie and aviators. I like it when guys where like band tee shirts, with baggy shorts or pants and skater shoes. earings, and other piercings are hella hott, i like to play with them. And a really cute smile.

on the inside: The guys i go for, are really funny, they can always make me laugh, they are there for me when i need to cry and totally understand me. A total turn off is when a guy is obsessive, like when a guy gives me a whole bunch of compliments just bugs me, i like them to play hard to get sometimes. I tend to fall for bad boys. i jsut like to have fun and hang out with them, not to have everything be so serious all the time just be laid back and kiss me unexpectedly

some where far away dreams really do come true...

x to da iz o
Smurf

Posted at 11:38 pm by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

welcome to crazy world

Brace yourselves... this may come as a shock...

in 1990, 72 million bottles of a popular mineral water were voluntarily recalled because of small traces of benzene. the smoke from one pack of unfiltered cigarettes has as much benzene as 169 bottles of the contaminated water.
 
in a little as 2 weeks nicotine changes the brains chemistry and addiction can begin.
 
in 2001, tobacco companies spent about $11 billion marketing their products. thats about 1.5 billion than the year before
 
cigarette smoke contains 11 chemical compunds that are known to cause cancer.
 
cigarette smoke contains the radioactive isotope Polonium-210
 
in 1989 millions of cases of imported fruit were banned after a small amount cyanide was found in just two grapes. Theres 33 times more cyanide in a single cigarette than was found in those two grapes.
 
tobacco sinage is often placed at a childs eye level
 
over 80 percent of all adult smokers started smoking before they turned 18
 
tobacco companies make 1.8 billion from under age sales
 
pee contains urea. Some tobacco companies add urea to cigarettes
 
2,000 teens start smoking everyday
 
in the 1970s tobacco companies started making light cigarettes by putting tiny holes in the filter to let extra air mix with the smoke, They found they could get low readings of toxic agents from FTC-type cigarette machines
 
in 1980 a tobacco comany considered looking at itself as a "drug company"
 
70 percent of smokers want to quote, but only about 5 percent actually succeed every year.
 
The impact of nicotine is jacked up becausse tobacco companies add ammonia
 
every year 95 percent of people who try to stop smoking are not successful
 
cigarette smoke contains benzene, carbon monoxide, arsenic, hydrogen cyanide and polonium 210

Time: You got your big hand, your little hand, and a bunch of numbers. Boring and predictable. You wake up at 6:00, enjoy some crème-filled snack cakes at 1:30, bathe your pet ferret at 7:00. Day in, day out, same old AM/PM grind. But now there's a new way to gauge the earth's rotation.
Check out this his handy dandy truth death watch today, and you can make it to the dance party by "Big tobacco-makes-a-product-that's-killed-1,050-people-so-far-today-o'clock."
Is it creepy to tell time by the number of people tobacco products kill? Probably. But isn't it creepier that an industry makes a product that kills 1,200 people a day?

The product they sell kills more people than AIDS, murder, suicide, fires, alcohol and all illegal drugs COMBINED.
 

About 3,000 people who made the choice not to smoke die every year in America from lung cancer they got while breathing in other people's smoke...
 

Tobacco companies spend over $30,000,000 per day on advertising. Per day. That means every day they could buy every person in the state of Rhode Island a full price movie ticket and still have about a half million bucks left over for popcorn.
 

1 out of every 5 people who die in this country from anything at all can say that it was because of tobacco. Or they could say that, if they could still talk.
 

70% of smokers say that they would like to quit. Since 2,000 new kids become regular smokers every day, 1,400 people every day start to do something that they ultimately wish they'd never done.

Every 10 seconds, someone dies from using a tobacco product. 1 Mississippi, 2 Mississippi...

Tobacco companies make a product that kills 1,200 people every day. Yankee Stadium seats, what 57,545 or so? So that's about two-and-a-half months' worth of deaths right there - if you count the players

The annual economic toll of tobacco use is 50 billion dollars in health care costs and 50 billion dollars in indirect costs to society.

Nearly 3000 youths begin to smoke each day.

Nearly 1 in 5 deaths in the U.S. are related to smoking.

Tobacco use is directly responsible for more than 25 causes of death.

 

ARSENIC : used in rat poison.

ACETIC ACID : Also found in vinegar, hair dye, and developer

AMMONIA : A typical household cleaner

BENZENE : Rubber cement

BUTANE : Cigarette lighter fluid

CADMIUM : Found in batteries and artists' oil paints

FORMALDEHYDE : used to embalm dead bodies and also small animals in biology classes

HEXAMINE : A major ingredient in barbecue lighter fluid

NAPTHALENES : used in explosives, moth balls, and paint pigments

NITROBENZINE : A gasoline additive

PHENOL : used in disinfectants and plastics

STEARIC ACID : found in candle wax

STYRENE : found in insulation material (styrofoam)

VINYL CHLORIDE : found in garbage bags

 

Tobacco stains teeth and causes bad breath.

Smoking doubles a person's risk of losing teeth.

The smokers are much more likely to have heavily wrinkled faces, gaunt features with prominent cheekbones and shriveled gray skin.

"Smoker's Face" is an early formation of wrinkles in the area of the mouth, around the eyes, and the nose.

Smoking unfiltered cigarettes causes a yellow-brown discoloration of the fingernails, usually of the fingers that hold the cigarette.

Smokers are at greater risk of dying from malignant melanoma, one of the deadliest forms of skin cancer, than nonsmokers.

"Hairy Tongue" is often seen in smokers.

Smokeless tobacco contains more than 2,000 chemicals, many of which have been directly related to causing cancer.

Smokeless tobacco (chew) and cigarettes are equally addictive.

Dipping two cans a week allows for as much nicotine as a person who smokes a pack and a half a day.

Smokeless tobacco contains more nicotine than cigarettes. An average size dip in your mouth for 30 minutes provides as much nicotine as smoking four cigarettes.

Women smokers who die of a smoking related disease lose on average 14 years of potential life.

In 1997, nearly 165,000 U.S. women died of smoking related diseases.

Since the Surgeon General's Report on Women and Smoking was released in 1980, about 3 million women in the U.S. have died prematurely of smoking related diseases.

Women who smoke are 4 times as likely to lose their vision, even after they quit.

Cancer

Cigarette smoking is the major cause of lung cancer among women. About 90 percent of all lung cancer deaths among U.S. women smokers are attributable to smoking.

In the 1980s, lung cancer overtook breast cancer as the leading cause of cancer death of women. Since 1950, lung cancer mortality rates for women have increased 600 percent.

Cigarette smoking doubles the risk of coronary heart disease and accounts for more than 80 percent of lung cancers in women.

Menstrual Functions

Women who smoke have natural menopause at a younger age than do nonsmokers, and they may experience more severe menopausal symptoms.

Pregnancy

Women who smoke during pregnancy risk pregnancy complications, premature birth, low-birth weight infants, stillbirth, and infant death.

Prevalence

A report published in the American Journal of Public Health shows that girls have an easier time buying cigarettes, even at the youngest ages.

Girls and women are significantly more likely than boys and men to report feeling dependent on cigarettes and are more likely to report feeling sad, blue, or depressed during quit attempts.

Advertising

Cigarette companies first began targeting women in the 1920s to recruit female smokers, equating smoking with freedom and emancipation.

The National Center for Health Statistics National Health Interview Survey shows an abrupt increase in smoking initiation among girls around 1967 - the same time advertisements for brands specifically targeted at women entered the market.

Six years after the introduction of Virginia Slims and other brands aimed at the female market, the rate of smoking initiation of 12-year-old girls had increased by 110 percent.

Marketing cigarettes as 'slims' or 'thins' plays into social pressures on young women to control their weight, manage stress, and appear grown-up. One study found that girls who had dieted up to once per week had twice the odds of becoming smokers and girls who dieted more often had four times the odds of becoming smokers.

Cigarette companies have developed some of the most aggressive and sophisticated marketing campaigns in history for reaching and influencing women and girls by focusing on how females view themselves, their aspirations, and the social pressures they face.

The Pill

Women over age 35 who smoke and take the pill are nearly 40 times more likely to have a heart attack than women who don't smoke or take the pill.

Two thirds of the smoke from a cigarette is not inhaled by the smoker.

For every 8 smokers tobacco smoke kills, 1 nonsmoker is also killed by inhalation of secondhand smoke.

Smoke-filled rooms can have up to 6 times the air pollution of a busy highway.

Being in a smoky bar for only two hours is the same as smoking four cigarettes.

Secondhand smoke has been causally linked with heart disease, lung cancer, stroke, and nasal sinus cancer.

Studies rank environmental tobacco smoke - ETS - also known as secondhand smoke or passive smoking - as the third leading cause of preventable death in the U.S., after active smoking and alcohol use, with an estimated 53,000 deaths annually. About half of these deaths occur from exposure on the job.

Research shows that secondhand smoke exposure caused by parental smoking, especially the mother's, contributes to 150,000 to 300,000 cases of lower respiratory tract infection (pneumonia, bronchitis, and other infections) in infants and children under 18 months of age annually; 7,500 to 15,000 of these cases require hospitalization.

In the U.S., SIDS - the primary cause of death in infants between the ages of one month and one year, is strongly linked with maternal smoking.

Being around people who are smoking, even as little as one hour a day, can almost triple a woman's risk of contracting breast cancer, the second leading cause of death among all American women, and the leading cause of death among middle-aged women.

LUNGS - Your lungs have less capacity for oxygen. Smoking tobacco increases your chances of getting lung cancer and emphysema

FACE and BODY - Both chewing and smoking tobacco increase your risk of all types of cancer

TEETH - Both smoking and chewing tobacco increase your chances of gum and other oral diseases

HEART - Smoking tobacco increase your chances of getting heart disease

VASCULAR SYSTEM - Smoking tobacco is a major contributor to poor circulation and thinning blood

ORGAN TISSUE - Smoking tobacco leads to slow decay of various organ tissue

SKIN - Smoking and chewing tobacco causes thinning of the skin creating wrinkles and premature aging

MOUTH - Chewing and smoking tobacco is the number one contributor to all oral cancers

WINDPIPE - Smoking tobacco slowly decays your windpipe and is the major reason for all traecheotomies

HAIR and NAILS - Tobacco use stains teeth, nails and hair

TIP 1 - SET A QUIT DATE
The first thing that you should do is set a quit date, and stick to it. Don’t make vague commitments like 'I’ll quit after this pack,' because you won’t and you’ll keep pushing out your quit date pack by pack. Decide on a day that has special meaning to you like an upcoming birthday or the start of soccer practice. Consider a day within a period of time that is low stress like spring or summer break. This will allow you to come back to a new schedule at school so that you do not slip back into old habits.

TIP 2 - EDUCATE YOURSELF
Research the benefits of quitting. Force yourself to look at the grossest footage of tobacco related cancer and then remind yourself that it happens to people of all ages. Educate yourself about yourself. Every person is unique in how they view smoking or chewing, what role it plays in their lives and what methods of quitting will work for them. So pay attention to yourself and identify the situations or emotions that make you decide to have a cigarette or chew. These are your 'triggers,' the things that make you crave/have a cigarette. Triggers can range from reacting to a fight with your parents, to smoking after a certain meal. For example, if a smoker always lights up when he or she gets into the car, that person’s trigger is opening the car door. In the days leading up to quitting, try keeping a journal of when and why you smoke or chew. Once you have figured out what your triggers are, you can figure out what you can do to avoid them or change your reaction to different situations. Here are a few examples: - If you smoke to relieve nervous energy, try chewing gum or working out — it will help to release pent-up stress, and as an added bonus, help you burn extra calories throughout the day. - If you usually have a cigarette or dip on the way to school, clean your car, empty your ashtray, and clean out any bottles that you could use to spit into. Put a lot of work into it so that you don’t want to smoke and mess it back up. Also try driving primarily with the hand you use to smoke, or try chewing on a cinnamon stick or something else to deter your thoughts from smoking. - If you smoke or chew after meals to help with digestion try mints, exercise, or gum – smoking really doesn’t help with digestion in the long run, and this way you may be able to burn the calories off that you ate. Being conscious of your triggers is half the battle. Try to think of your own creative solutions to them.

TIP 3 - SPREAD THE WORD
Another important thing to do is build a support network. Tell all of your friends, your teachers, and your parents that you are going to quit and ask for their help in holding you to it. You will be surprised at the positive response you get. Once you have let everyone know that you are planning to quit, get help. This isn’t something that you have to do alone. In Washington you have access to trained specialists who will talk with you one-on-one and give you advice in the quitting process. Just call 1-877-270-STOP. It’s fast, free and confidential!

TIP 4 - MAKE A CLEAN START
When you quit you are going to notice a lot of changes. One is that your sense of smell and taste will return and you will be reminded of how strongly tobacco smells and tastes. So, to avoid temptation, clean your clothes, car, and room. Search your room, car, and backpack for anything related to tobacco use (cigarettes, lighters, ashtrays, cans of chew, bottles of spit, etc.) and throw them away.

TIP 5 - DRINK LOTS OF FLUIDS
Water and juices will help to flush the nicotine out of your system, and the quicker it’s out of your system the faster any withdrawal symptoms will go away. To help in the process cut back on your caffeine intake — it has a stronger effect on your body when you quit using tobacco and can lead to nervousness and jitters. Not to mention that caffeine takes water out of your system, so avoid caffeinated coffees and pop and stick to H2O.

TIP 6 - RELAX
Try to keep your life as low-stress as possible, and remember to relax. Try not to let things get to you and if they do, use another stress relief like chewing gum, running, or a kickboxing class. After a little exercise, things won’t look so bad. Also, if you have always wanted to try yoga or meditation classes, now may be a good time to start.

TIP 7 - RECOGNIZE
Remember that withdrawals and cravings are only temporary as your body readjusts to being tobacco free. It’s not as easy to quit using tobacco as it is to start, but it’s worth it, so don’t give in.

TIP 8 - NEVER GIVE UP
If you slip, this does not mean that you have failed. A slip is just a slip, and does not mean that you have to give up on quitting. Far too often people give up after having a cigarette or two at a party or during a moment of weakness, but this doesn’t mean that you have to start smoking again. It doesn’t matter what other people think — the only person that is important here is you.

TIP 9 - SUBSTITUTE
Keep something in your hands in tempting situations. Curb cravings with chewing gum, hard candy, cinnamon sticks, toothpicks, or whatever works best for you. Also, change the way you approach a situation, such as drinking a bottle of water or your favorite fruit juice with your other hand or drinking through a straw.

TIP 10 - EXERCISE
Make the most of your school gym or local fitness center. Many gyms have special student rates that you can take advantage of. By staying active, it will make it easier to control your weight, give you more energy, help you work out your frustrations, and keep your mind off smoking. Plus, as you workout your body will workout all those toxins and start to heal itself. So take a fun aerobics class or hit the weights, but remember there is a lot of damage to repair so take it slow when you’re just starting out.



the more you know the worse it gets...

X to da iz O
S
murf

It's the truth and its an outrage...

Posted at 01:33 am by stolenkisses
i lOve yOu tOo!(1)  

so much for my happy ending

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
»So much for my happy ending«

Dude, my life fucking sucks. Me and Patrick are finally over. I guess. whatever that means... Its not like we were ever "under". its just that i seriously can't stand him anymore and i really dont want anything to do with him. I dont wanna be a bitch about any of this to him, but seriously the way he treats girls, a little bit of bitch in his life could do no harm. I guess i was just kidding myself when i thought we could have a serious relationship. I guess i thought i was different, but I'm just another name to scribble into his little black book. The song "my happy ending" pretty much describes how i feel, i know i know, dumb. But seriously, it seemed like he was always there and he only acted like he cared and making me feel like i was the only one and then its like he was just pretending the whole time. I guess you can't change what wants to stay the same, right? I was just being dumb...

x to da iz o
smurf


Posted at 12:39 am by stolenkisses
tell her that yOu lOve her  

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